A/N so this is about sven who is a mute. i made this a while ago and forgot to post it. bold text is translated sign language ~~~~
A fully pregnant male walked into his room and pulled on denim pants. He ignored a shirt since all the ones he owned were too small to cover his belly. He walked to the living room and laid on his side on the couch. His hand migrated to his belly where the horrendous thing resided. The baby kicked and he glared at his belly. Stop it, isn't it bad enough you ruined my life? Because of you I have no friends. My parents kicked me out and I live in this crap shack. I can't wait for you to leave my body so I can leave you at the church in town. The boy signed then sighed knowing the thing that was living off him had no idea what he was doing.
He rolled onto his back and sighed as the weight of the child pushed his organs into his spine. Oh god, someone please shoot me now. The boy hadn't told anyone he was pregnant. He just hid out in his house and went out only if he had to. He could still remember the day he got pregnant. It was the day he graduated from high school.
The boy sat nervously on his chair at the party after graduation. He looked over when his name was called. "Yo, Sven come here. We're gonna play a game." The boy walked over and tried not to show fear as the jock called him over. "So Sven you ever hear of seven minutes in heaven?" The boy nodded. "Well in that closet we have the perfect person for you." Sven's face brightened at the idea of someone doing something nice for him. "Just go into that closet and prepare to be amazed."
Sven nodded and went to the closet door. He opened it and noticed it was dark inside. He looked back to the jock who gave him a thumbs up. He walked in and closed the door. He learned what was gonna happen when he was grabbed from behind and shoved to the ground on all fours. He gasped as his pants were ripped off and he felt a hand push against his butt. He tried not to scream as someone's fingers were shoved forcibly into his anus. "You're so tight Sven, any person's dream." The man laughed and tears fell down his face.
After a few minutes of the fingers probing and prodding him they were removed. Sven relaxed thinking it was over. He was proved wrong when a cock was shoved into him and he felt something trickle between his legs. "Sorry Sven, I thought you were ready." That was when he noticed it was blood. The other male began to thrust in and out of him not even caring if he hurt Sven. Sven whimpered as the pain became too much for him, the other male laughed at Sven's sign of weakness. He started to go harder and faster.
"I'm gonna come Sven. Do you want that?" Sven shook his head. "I can't hear you Sven. Do you want me to come?"
No. The male acted like he was pulling out then shoved back in right as he came. Sven gasped and immediately felt dirty. He started to cry as the other male laid over him. Once the male pulled out Sven crawled over to the wall and cowered against it. The male left and he pulled up his pants. He knew he had to get home. He stood, opened the door, and walked out acting like nothing had happened. He left the party half an hour later. He ran home and ran into the shower still wearing his clothes.
Sven sat up and groaned as the child kicked his bladder. He stood to go to the bathroom. He relieved himself then looked at himself in the full length mirror on the door. He thought he looked horrendous. He put a hand over the leech in his body and tears came to his eyes. He opened the door and ran back to the living room. On his way he made a detour to the kitchen for food the leech always begged for. He opened the drawer to get a can opener and remembered his first reaction when he learned about the kid.
Sven sat in his room shocked as he again read the pregnancy test for the 5th time. It had a plus sign. He was pregnant. He stood and went to the kitchen. He opened the knife drawer and got the biggest knife his family owned. He held it to his stomach prepared to cut the thing out of himself. He was about to when his father came in and took the knife away. "Sven what is wrong with you? Are you trying to kill yourself?" Sven shook his head. "Then what the hell are you doing?"
I'm gonna cut it out. His father looked confused and Sven shoved the pregnancy test at him. I want it out of me. I don't want it!
"Sven when did this happen? Who did this to you?" His father knew he wouldn't go around and have sex for fun. His son wasn't like that. Sven put his head down. "Sven talk to me. What happened?"
I don't know. His father gave him a dumb look. It just happened. After a few minutes of his father looking him over he sighed and hid his face as he signed. I was raped at the graduation party. They made me go into a dark closet and I was raped. That was 3 months ago.
Sven's father pulled him close as he cried. "Alright Sven. We'll take care of this. I promise." His father rubbed his back then led him to his room. "Lie down and take a nap. I'll wake you in a little while." Sven nodded and closed his eyes.
New tears came to Sven's eyes as he remembered the last time he saw his father. When his mother learned about the baby she kicked him out. He wished he could see his father again.
Sven was in the bathroom puking when his mother walked in. He looked at her and was about to sign something when he had to puke again. His mother kneeled by him and felt his head. "Sven are you ok?" He nodded. "Why are you puking honey?" He was about to explain when his head went back into the toilet bowl. His mother rubbed his back. Once his was done he flushed the toilet and leaned back against the tub. "What happened to you Sven."
Mom I'm fine, really. The baby is making me sick. Just then it dawned on him he never told his mother about the baby. when her face got bright red he tried to defend himself. Mom this isn't my fault. I had no choice in this. Please just try to understand. I don't want this baby, but dad said he would help me put it up for adoption.
"Sven how could you do this? How could you be so stupid? You go to a party, have sex, and now you won't cop up to your problem. You caused this Sven, you should be handling it." He tried to sign back to her. "No Sven, no more. get your things and get out." Sven was shocked. "I mean it Sven, get out of my house. I want you gone by 5 tonight." She left him there and he cried til his eyes hurt from rubbing them so much.
Sven put on the biggest shirt he could find and decided to go out for a walk. He grabbed his coat, put a pad and paper in it, and headed on his way. It was dark out and he hoped he wouldn't run into anyone who knew him. He was looking at the swing set in the park when he ran into someone. He looked at the person he hit as his hand went to his pocket ready to apologize in writing. "Sven." He saw his friend from school Andrea. "Oh my god, how are you?" She looked him over. "And when did you get pregnant?"
I'm ok. His hand went to his stomach. This thing is a mistake that I can't get rid of. It happened a while ago. I just want it out of me so I can get rid of it. He looked at his old friend and was surprised to see shock in her eyes. What?
"Sven you can't kill the baby. It's your child. It's a part of you." He heard people coming and got nervous. "Follow me, we're gonna talk alone." He nodded and followed her to her house. "Sit down, I'm gonna get us some water." He nodded and sat on her couch. She walked back and handed him a bottle of water. "So tell me what happened."
He nodded and started to sign. It started the night of graduation. He told her everything that had happened to him since the leech was created. So for the past 6 months I've been living on my own waiting for the day this thing is born so I can just leave it at the church in town. I don't want this baby Andrea. It's ruined my life enough already. I can't take anymore. I want to get back to my family back to my dad. I miss him so much Andrea. He saw his friend's face pale.What's wrong?
"Sven your dad died two months ago. I thought you knew. I'm so sorry." He put his face in his hands and cried. Andrea sat by him and held him as he cried. "I'm so sorry Sven. I wish I didn't have to tell you. I thought someone would find you and tell you."
Can you take me to where they buried him? Andrea nodded. Thank you Andrea. I'm gonna go home, meet me at this address tomorrow once it's dark. He got out his pad and paper. After writing his address down he ripped out the page and gave it to her. And please don't tell anyone where I am. Ok? Andrea nodded and watched her friend leave.
The next day Andrea walked to the address he gave her and knocked on the door. She smiled at Sven when he opened the door. You made it, I was afraid you wouldn't show. He just noticed he forgot to put a shirt on, his face turned a Crimson red. I'm sorry. It's just more comfortable this way. He grabbed the blanket off the couch and covered himself with it.
"It's ok Sven, I just want you to be comfortable. If that means you walking around without a shirt I don't care." He nodded and put the blanket back. She looked at him and saw his stomach shift as the baby moved. She reached out to touch it. "May I?" He nodded and she put her hand over the huge expanse of his belly. "It feels so weird."
He whistled to make her look at him. I know, it lives in me. I feel it all the time, it keeps me awake at night. All it does is kick and prod me. I just want it gone Andrea. Andrea nodded at him. Can we go to my father's grave now please?
"Yeah, just put on what you need to and we'll go there." Sven nodded and went to put on a shirt and his shoes. Andrea sat on the couch and waited for him. When he came back down he wore a shirt that was way too tight for his body. He grabbed a coat and put it on. "You ready?" He nodded and they left.
Sven walked to his father's tombstone when Andrea pointed to it. He put his hand on the grave marker and tears flooded his vision. He looked at Andrea. Can you help me kneel down? Andrea nodded and helped him onto his knees. Can I have a minute alone? She nodded and walked away.
Hey dad. I'm sorry it took so long to visit but I didn't know. Andrea just told me yesterday. So, I'm supposed to have this kid soon. I'm sorry I wasn't around when you died dad. I really am. I have no idea why I am signing since you can't see me but it is the only way I can talk. I still wonder who I got this from. Both you and mom can talk. Me, not even a growl. So this kid is always kicking me dad. I decided that once it's born I am leaving it in the church in town.Sven groaned when he felt a pain in his stomach and just passed it off as the kid kicking.
So I haven't seen anyone since I moved out. I want you to know dad that I will never forget you. I promise to come here every year on the day of your birth and the day of your death to visit you. No one is gonna stop me from coming to see you. He felt the pain again and groaned. Then he cringed as his water broke. He whistled to get Andrea's attention. She ran over and looked at him. My water broke.
Andrea went to help him up and he shook his head. "What Sven? We need to get you out of here." He shook his head again. "What? Talk to me, what do I do?"
I want to have the baby here. I want to be near my dad for this. He was the only one who believed in me. He was gonna help me, but once mom found out I was forced to leave. I need to stay here. Andrea nodded and stood by his side. Andrea please, just trust me. I feel like I need to do this.
"I trust you Sven, this may be the dumbest thing you do but I trust you." He crawled over to the side of his father's tombstone and leaned against it. "Sven what do I do?"
Right now? Just stay with me and promise not to leave me. I need someone around right now. At first I was gonna do this alone so that I wouldn't be embarrassed but ever since I ran into you a few days ago I knew I needed someone around. For the time being Andrea sat next to him and squeezed his hand when he got contractions.
Roughly 2 hours later Sven had removed his pants and prepared to push. "Alright Sven, I know you can do this. Next contraction push as hard as you can ok?" Sven nodded and took deep breaths preparing for the next contraction. It hit faster than he thought. He put his chin to his chest and pushed hard. "You're doing great Sven. Deep breath and push again." Sven pushed and when the pain became to much he let out a chuffing noise which was meant to be a scream.
I can't do this anymore Andrea. It hurts so much. Please just shoot me. He leaned against the side of his father's tombstone and panted. When the urge to push came he sadly obeyed. He felt a burning sensation as his baby pushed against the opening of his anus. Wait did he just think of it as his baby? He did, he called it his instead of kid or leech. For the first time in 9 months he thought of it as his baby. Andrea. I want to keep the baby. I don't want to give it away anymore.
"Ok Sven, you can keep the baby but you need to get it here first. Now push!" Sven mustered his courage and pushed as hard as he could. His back arched as the pain of the baby stretching him made him want to die. Once the head popped out he just took a few moments to breathe. "Come on Sven, push again. You can do it. Just a few more pushes and you can hold the baby."
Not the baby, my baby. It is my baby, no one's but mine. He pushed hard when he heard the baby cry. Oh my god, it's crying. Listen to that beautiful cry. With one last Andrea caught the baby and laid it on his chest. Sven held the baby and wished he could talk to it. All of the sudden he felt weak and handed the baby over to Andrea. Take good care of her Andrea. And tell her that I loved her. Don't let anything happen to her. Please keep her safe. Andrea nodded and looked at the baby in her arms. she looked at Sven when he let out a weak whistle. Thanks for staying with me. And I want you to know I always loved you Andrea. I still love you. He reached his hand out and touched his baby. Goodbye my angel. I lo.. Sven went limp before he could finish his sentence.
Andrea looked at her friend and the baby in her arms. "Hey cutie, my name is Andrea. I was...am your momma's friend. It seems I get to raise you now. I hope that's ok." Andrea stood still holding the baby. She looked at her friend one last time before walking away to get help.
~Fin~
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To make it clear; sven died and trusted andrea with his daughter. and no she isn't named.
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--Blade on the floor, Blood on her wrist, She'll never know, How much she'll be missed--