I thought I would post a new story for the new site.  I hope you enjoy.

The Show Must go on

by Greyson Moore

Joey Castillo remembered exactly when and where he discovered exactly how he was very different from other men.  It was when he found the hard core porno mag hidden in the garage when he was a senior in High School.   He had never seen other men's reproductive organs so up close and detailed before.   He had seen ones in locker rooms of course, but he hadn’t had the chance before to study them.  It wasn’t that he was aroused by them, he was aroused by what they were doing, but he couldn’t help but look at them and compare his to theirs.

He had a penis like they did.  It was about the size and shape as most of theirs.  And it erected like theirs did.   But, his scrotum looked nothing like theirs.  His was much, much larger.  It was as big as a cantaloupe and it caused him to walk a bit bowlegged to keep from squeezing it too tightly.  And his was very, very hairy.  He had seen what the other boy's in school had, and he knew he was much larger, but he thought it was because he had developed ahead of them.  When he saw what men's looked like, he started to wonder why his was so big and so hairy.

Many of the photos showed the men’s ball bags from behind, so he put a mirror between his legs and studied his own.  He noticed on the rear of his scrotum there was a dark red and hairless line that gaped just a bit when he moved.  As he studied it more, he noticed the line was actually an orifice.  "I'm a freak," he muttered to himself.  “A freak.” 

Joey left home as soon as he graduated.  He took odd jobs whenever and wherever he could find them. As he was sitting on a bench one day out of work, 30 years old, and worrying about what he was going to do, a man approached him.  The man looked at him appraisingly.  "Do you need some work?" asked the man.  "Yes," replied Joey softly. 

"I own a circus," said the man, "and with a little work, you could be our bearded lady."  Joey sighed.  "So it's come to this.  A circus freak show."  The man smiled and said, “think of it as being an entertainer.    Stand up so that I can look you over."  Joey stood up.  "Now turn sideways."  Joey turned sideways.

"Passable for breasts, said the man.  With the proper pushup, we could get some substantial cleavage.  Joey was heavier than he would have liked to be, and his pecs were rather large and soft.  But, he didn't think they would pass for a woman's breasts. 

“And you already have the beard, said the man.  And it’s fantastic.”  Joey was proud of his long and thick beard.  He had seen very few like it.  So the man’s use of ‘fantastic’ pleased him.    The man then told Joey the pay and benefits of being the circus bearded lady.   

Joey wasn't thrilled about wearing a dress and trying to pass himself off as a woman, but it did pay and it would give him a place to live.  And maybe, just maybe, he would actually fit in with the other "freaks."

He hated wearing the pushup, the incredibly ugly and uncomfortable dresses, the tacky jewelry and the uncomfortable shoes.  But, he found out his job was actually easy compared to the other workers.  Sure, he had drunks try to pick him up and put their hands on his cleavage, teenagers calling him horrible names, and little children stare at him.  But he didn't have to do a lot of heavy and hard work.  And the circus folk never teased him for the way he looked.  And by wearing a dress, his jumbo sac wasn't squished nearly as much as it had been in pants.  So he did get some benefit from having to wear a dress, even though he despised them.

He also discovered he was really beginning to be attracted to Milo.  Milo was a little person who was at least half the height of Joey.  Normally Milo was a clown, but he was now also featured along with Joey in a sideshow called "Beauty and the Beast."  The audience was encouraged to name who they thought was the beauty and who they thought was the beast.  Joey was almost consistently named the "beast" which infuriated Milo.  Milo's anger at the insults made Joey feel cared about, something he hadn’t really felt before.

One night, the taunts were too severe for Joey, and tears started to run down his cheeks.  Milo insulted the audience with words that would shame a teamster.  The audience was furious.  "We didn't pay for this abuse," they shouted.  "And we aren't here for you to abuse," retorted Milo.  He then escorted Joey out of the tent and back to his trailer.  "Get out of those ridiculous clothes, hissed Milo.  They make you look like a bag lady.”  Joey took off his shoes.  He felt better once they were off.  They hurt his feet and were the ugliest things that he had ever seen.  He then took off the horrid floral dress that he was certain a real woman would never wear as it made him look fat and dumpy.  He wondered where they got it from.  He was sure it had been a pair of tacky curtains in previous life.

He suddenly felt very sexy removing the slip as Milo watched.  He wouldn’t admit to anyone, but he bought it.  It was pure silk and felt wonderful to his skin.  He sat down and asked Milo to unsnap his pushup.  The pushup fell to the floor.  Milo picked it up and launched it into a corner causing both he and Milo to laugh.

 Milo put his hands on Joey's ample pecs and began to massage them.   Joey had never been so sensuously touched before.  He could feel his nipples erecting from Milo's stimulation.  And he liked it. 

"Stand up," said Milo gently.  Joey stood up.  He was now wearing only pantyhose.  "Take them off slowly, said Milo in a very shallow breathless voice.  So that I can watch."  Joey bent over and rolled down the pantyhose.  He peaked over at Milo and could see that Milo's crotch had expanded.  "He is aroused by you, said a little voice to Joey.  No one has ever been aroused by you before."

Knowing that Milo was sexually aroused by him, aroused Joey.  He erected quickly and solidly.  His tumescence embarrassed him because now that he was naked, he knew it would be difficult to hide.  "Don't be embarrassed, cooed Milo.  We are men.  And we get hard when we are in the company of someone who we find sexually attractive."  "You find me attractive?" queried Joey.  "Of course," replied Milo.  To prove his point, he removed his pants and his briefs.  Joey gasped at his erection.  Milo's erection was like nothing he had ever seen before.  It reminded him of a beer bottle.  It was incredibly thick at the base and appeared to have a long foreskin like the neck of a beer bottle.  Yet when Milo pulled back the foreskin, the bottle neck was all glans, about nine centimeters of glans.  Overall Milo's erection was about 25 centimeters.  Milo smiled when he saw the look in Joey's eyes.  "Once the see it, they don't call me little guy" he said proudly.

Joey didn't know why, but he got down on his hands and knees and impulsively put it in his mouth.  And soon he was giving Milo oral sex.  MIlo seemed to only tolerate this and not enjoy it and Joey sensed this.  "You don't like it," asked Joey?  "No, not really, replied Milo.  I appreciate the effort though, but it just doesn't feel right to me."  "Oh," replied Joey moving away from Milo.  "Don't get me wrong, responded Milo.  I want to have sex with you.  But, not like this."  Joey got the hint and reluctantly stuck up his butt.  But, Milo didn't move.   And his erection softened.

"All my life I have been looking for the right place to put it, bemoaned Milo.  But, I don't know what it is.  Vaginal, anal, oral, just doesn’t seem to suit me.  They never have.  I want something else, I need something else!  But there is no other place on the human body!"

"I have another place, said Joey softly.  Maybe it's what you're looking for."  "Another place?" asked a puzzled Milo.  Joey spread his legs apart and let his massive scrotum swing between his legs.  Milo saw the orifice.  It's size, location, and all of the hair stimulated him.   He felt the blood rushing to his penis and firm up again.  He then felt the bottleneck point up.  It had never pointed up before.

 "May I try it?" he asked Joey.  "It would be an honor for you to deflower me," responded Joey.  "Deflower you, chuckled Milo.  Are you a virgin?" he asked musingly.  "Yes," replied Joey rather proudly.  Milo was solidly erect as he walked towards Joey.  Joey was surprised that he could walk with something that appeared to be so heavy.   

Milo angled his body and firm erection so that he could take aim at the orifice.  He was able to stand up and aim right at it.  He was very gentle as he entered the orifice.  Joey could barely tell that he had been entered.  But, once Milo was all the way in, Joey knew it.  With the bend it was only about 19 centimeters long now, but even at 19 it was enormous.  And even though it hurt a bit, he was pleased that he was able to take all of it.  It was like they were one now.  

Milo began to thrust rhythmically.  And both men enjoyed it.  Joey's scrotum was usually tight, but now it was totally relaxed and swung violently back and forth.  And much to his surprise his testicles, which were usually incredibly sensitive, were not aching from the pounding they were taking, but seemed to be pulsing with life.   He was certain he was going to have a testicular orgasm.  He had never heard of any man having one of those, but he was certain that he was going to.   

Milo said breathlessly, "I'm going to spurt, do you care if I do it inside."  "No, replied Joey, it would be an honor to be seeded by you."  Milo didn't say a word as he deposited his semen into Joey.

Joey had expected Milo to leave now that he had ejaculated.  But, Milo didn't leave.  Instead he lay on the floor and lifted up his legs to show Joey his anus.  "Deposit your seed in me if you want, he said.  It's only fair that you get a piece and I don’t want it in my mouth."  Joey didn't find Milo attractive in that position.  But, he appreciated the offer.

“Could you, put it back in,” suggested Joey.  Milo looked at his soft organ and said, “I don’t think so.”  “Oh,” replied Joey.  “I can put my fingers in,” said Milo.  “Do it,” responded Joey.  So Milo did.  Joey felt an intense feeling rising in his testicles.   “My balls are going to cum,” he announced.  And the moment the words were out of his mouth, he had an orgasm.

 “I wish I could have done more for you, said Milo.  I mean, I shouldn’t have had to use my fingers.”  Joey smiled at him and said, “you did more than enough for me.”

Joey and Milo started having sex after their shows after that.  And at the first opportunity, Milo moved in with Joey.   The opportunity came when the circus owner was complaining about the increased expenses for propane to heat all of the trailers.  Milo siezed on this.  "Since Joey has a rather large trailer, perhaps he could share with someone?"  Milo winked at Joey.  "Sure, I'd be willing to share; there should be plenty of room."  "Well, said Milo very cautiously.  I would be willing to bunk with you.  If you could stand having me around all of the time."  "I think I could handle it, responded Joey, if for nothing else for the good of the circus."  Several of their fellow "freaks" snickered and commented, “we already know he’s handled it .”   The circus owner had no idea that Joey and Milo were having sex, but even if he did, he wouldn't have cared.  Sharing a trailer would save him money and his performers were happy too, so it worked for him.

After about six months together, Joey noticed that his dresses were rather tight around his belly now and his pushup had a lot more to pushup.  He knew he had been eating a lot more since Milo moved in, but he didn't think had had eaten so much to put on so much more weight.  Joey felt fat now and even more unattractive than he had ever felt before.  But Milo didn't seem to notice.  He still made love to Joey as often as he could.

After one particularly strenuous sex session, Joey felt something in his stomach.  He wasn't sure what it was, but it felt like something was kicking him from the inside out.  He complained to Milo and Milo put his ear to Joey's stomach.  He could feel movement.  "I think it's time we get you some maternity clothes," he said with a smile.  "You mean I'm pregnant?" Joey said in a startled voice.  "Yeah, you are, replied Milo, with my baby."  Joey had hoped that he was pregnant, he had all of the signs, but he thought the idea was ridiculous.  But, when Milo confirmed it, Joey beamed.

The bearded and very pregnant lady sideshow was a hit.  Especially when Milo would proudly announce that he was the father of the baby.  And make jokes about how some parts of him weren't so little.  This more bawdy nature of their act pleased the crowd.   Their act was now billed the "Odd Couple."  Joey didn't like exposing his swollen belly for everyone to see, but it was part of the act.  He also had to let members of the audience pull on his beard to see that it was real. So they would be convinced that Joey was really a bearded lady; a pregnant bearded lady.

Joey had stopped wearing the pushup because his pectorals were now so swollen with milk that he felt had more than enough upstairs.  And the pushup made him look too large to be believable.  His Montgomery glands were so prominent now his nipples were barely discernable until they started lactating.  His nipples may have been very small, but they were producing rather large amounts of milk on a daily basis, milk that for the time being was being enjoyed by Milo.  Joey at first found it odd that he was nursing the father of his baby, especially since Milo like to be naked while doing it.  But, it did make Joey feel relaxed, and the sex afterwards was terrific.

Joey had no idea when Milo had impregnated him and he also had no idea if he would carry his baby for nine months.  And he wasn't going to see a doctor to find out.  He had seen enough doctors when he was younger who would whisper about his "abnormality" to his parents.  And Milo should be able to deliver their baby without any problems.

But he really wanted to know when their baby would be born.  So he went to see Madame Rita, the circus fortune teller.  “Madame Rita, can you tell when I will have my baby.”   Madame Rita cackled, “but of course, Madame Rita sees all.”   She then closed her eyes and leaned back.  “I see a baby, a very small baby , coming from a place that babies don’t come from.  And the day it comes will be hot, very hot.”  “But, what day,” implored Joey.   “Madame Rita can not see a calendar, she hissed, but the baby will be coming soon.  Now go, Madame Rita is tired.” 

The heat and humidity were intense the day Joey gave birth.  They had performed their act and Joey was feeling nauseous and tense.  The air conditioning in their trailer couldn't keep up with the heat and the humidity.  Joey lay down and looked at his belly.  It was enormous now.  And until now he hadn't truly realized how big he had gotten.   He felt a warm liquid flowing out of his scrotum, and he panicked.  He screamed for Milo.

He then felt a painful contraction in his abdomen.  Milo rushed to his side.  "I think the baby is coming, moaned Joey.  I think it wants out now."  "If it comes out the way it went in, you're going to have to get into a different position." 

It was a very odd sight seeing the small man maneuver the much larger man into position.  He was on all fours, legs spread apart so that his scrotum was swinging free.  Milo noticed how swollen and purple red it was now.    Joey was terribly uncomfortable in this position because the weight in his belly felt like it would pull him to the floor.  But, when the next contraction came, being in this position actually made it less painful. 

Joey  thought back to TV shows he had seen where woman swore and cursed at the father's of their babies for getting them pregnant in the first place.  Joey thought this was absurd.  He may have been going through a lot of pain, but giving birth was the best thing that had happened to him.  "Milo, he said softly, thank you for giving me a baby."  Milo responded, "I'm sure there's more where this one came from."  Joey laughed so hard, he started to push the baby out.

"I can see the head," announced Milo.  Joey pushed.  “The shoulders are coming out,” announced Milo.  Joey let out a loud grunt, and the rest of the baby came out.  Milo cut the cord quickly and tied it.  He then patted the baby’s bottom.  It screamed so loud the circus lion roared in return.  “Got a set of lungs on it this one has.” 

“What is it, asked Joey breathing hard.  “A boy, a great big boy,” responded Milo.  Joey turned over on his back.  The baby was huge.  “Madame Rita said he would be tiny.”  Milo laughed, “you believed that old fake.”  “She was right about everything else,” said Joey.   “She’s just a good guesser,” replied Milo.

It was hard for Joey to get back on his feet after giving birth.  It had taken more out of him than he thought it would.  But, after about eight weeks he felt a lot better.  He even felt well enough to do the show again.  Madame Rita agreed to watch the baby.

When Milo entered him again after the baby was born, he was expecting it to be painful.  But, to his surprise, it felt very good.  And very soon he was in the family way again.   “I’m pregnant again,” he announced to Milo.  Milo smiled and said, “and the show must go on.”